Your not the only one Gale.
I came here years ago, back when the forums had people, a lot of people, I never got on them, you used to be able to find me in the Fanfiction section.
To this day, I'm still proud of it, I just, it went on for 52 chapters. X. One of my crowning achievements at this place. I left the fanfiction section, cause, I had lost my muse(She still comes and goes as she pleases but, sooner or later, I will have her with me again, Hopefully.) when it came to Fan Fiction. I wandered over to the forums and found, comfort, an intriguing group of people, and many wonderful things to see and do.
But, as time has gone on, I've stayed in the back ground, just watching, some times replying to things, some times not. I don't know whether it was in me to continue or not. I've been through some dark times while on this site, my time here, has helped me get through my dark times. Thanks to my friends, family, and SVT, I realized that Suicide had not been the answer.
Yes, I said it, I almost committed Suicide, and thanks to this forum and the people that were in it, as well as my friends and family, I did not.
I've been working on things in my head, but, I just haven't been able to get any of them down in notepad, or have been in reach of paper and pencil before they leave me. I gotta tell ya people, I consider you all my friends, If one day we meet, wouldn't mind buyin ya a drink, Alcoholic or other wise(Dr. Pepper's good, so's Mountain Dew.).
I read over some of the stuff I've put on here, and I never have any idea how to continue things, but, heh, still can't. I don't know where I would be without this place. The friends I've had, especially the ones from the fan fiction section, I still remember them, some what, it's hard, I can barely remember them, but, *sob*, I mean, it's sad that I'm having a hard time remembering them.
I'll still keep coming back here, even when no one else will. I'll still be here, my memory is going to pot honestly, I'm not even in my early 30's yet and my memories are fading.
But I'll tell you what, I'll still come back here, cause of the good times I've had. Cause of the people I've met and the events we've had. The Rp's I've posted here, hell, I ran the RP section for a decent amount of time. Think I still do, heh, I tell ya, Wish my mind was still sharp enough to write out a good story.
I miss being able to sit down and just pound out a good long story, now, I'm lucky enough to do this. it's 7:30 AM here, I'm going to bed. G'night everybody, see ya l8r.
Grox 'The Fox' Devlin, AWAY!